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kokoronohanashi Today was a rainy day, in many ways. The most obvious is that it did rained a lot pratically the whole day. And I feel melancholic when it rains.
In addition to that, I saw spoiler pics for episode 2x18 from OUAT, the ones that show Neal and August meeting in NY, which is supposed to be a flashback, as the two of them are mostly like in Storybrooke in the present days. In a few shots, you can see that Neal bumps into a woman, who seems to be that new character "Tamara". And OMG, idk why, but I have a bad feeling about it. I might be the only one who noticed it, but I sense some type of relationship between them, maybe an affair? Because in the casting calls, the description of "Tamara" says that she gonna be in lots of episodes...At first, I thought she'd be a FTL-That-Was character, and that she'd be involved with one of the main characters' backstory, but now that she appears in those photos, and she interacts with Neal, Idk anymore. Plus, it seems she gonna make her first appearance on episode 15, which by the spoilers and scene sequence is the one Neal goes with Emma, Rumple and Henry back to Storybrooke, right? What if she is his current girlfriend, or worse...His fiancée, and she wants to come with him?
If this bad feeling happens in the show, then it means the confirmation of one thing I've been trying to deny (just because I love Neal so much and I'm a hardcore Swan Thief fan):
He never loved Emma as much as she loved him. Why? Because in that said scene, it seems that August was on his way to Storybrooke and he was seeking help to Neal, but Emma's ex probably said something that made August go away without him, which means he wanted nothing to do with Emma or the curse. Even if he is Bae, if he had a chance to meet the love of his life again and help her break the curse, just so that they would resume their dream of building a life together, and if the man who told him to stay away from her himself was allowing him to do so, why would he deny? Is the fear of his father bigger than the love he supposedly feels/felt for Emma? Plus, he decided to move on with his life, with another woman, and forget about the curse, the love of his life (if she was) and the postcard. So, when he receives the postcard, what would he have thought? "Oh no, it's already too late, I can't go to Storybrooke and meet her/my father (if he's Bae). It is not worth, I don't wanna be a part of this insanity blah blah blah." So, when they meet each other in ep. 14, I have no idea of how is gonna be Neal's reaction, regardless of being Bae or not, will he regret being a coward (at least he acts like one)? Maybe the only thing that will drag him to Storybrooke is him finding out Henry's his son. And then, "Tamara" will want to go with him, and Emma, OMG, poor bb, I don't even wanna think of her feelings (because I can see that she stills loves Neal). And I'll sit in a corner, crying that my ship will sink, curse the writers and demand them to find Emma's true love, regardless of who the person is, and I'll go to this EmmaxHer True Love ship. :'(
Meh, honestly, I don't wanna this happen and I seriously hope to be wrong about it. I hate love polygon stories, it's too freaking annoying. I'm gonna trust the writers and the premise of true love. If two people really love each other, then they'll overcome all the obstacles and there will be no someone else, just the two of them, and it lasts forever. Well, at least in the show... :p
On the other hand, about my real life, I've just come back from a family reunion in a restaurant, and think of an awkward meeting, in which you have no affinity with anyone and yet you have to sit in the same table with them and have no subject to talk about, plus the fear that they'll meddle in what I do with my life with annoying questions. That's how it was today. And I couldn't wait to get the hell out of there.
So, that's all. I'm done with today. Hope tomorrow the new OUAT episode will enlighten my fangirl mood a little bit, because right now, I don't wanna even think about that weird idea. The only way of knowing is waiting and watching the upcoming episodes. I just hope that Emma and Neal are each other's true love, okay? I just want to believe that Neal still loves Emma as much as Emma still loves Neal, and that he will fight for her (and for their son).
In addition to that, I saw spoiler pics for episode 2x18 from OUAT, the ones that show Neal and August meeting in NY, which is supposed to be a flashback, as the two of them are mostly like in Storybrooke in the present days. In a few shots, you can see that Neal bumps into a woman, who seems to be that new character "Tamara". And OMG, idk why, but I have a bad feeling about it. I might be the only one who noticed it, but I sense some type of relationship between them, maybe an affair? Because in the casting calls, the description of "Tamara" says that she gonna be in lots of episodes...At first, I thought she'd be a FTL-That-Was character, and that she'd be involved with one of the main characters' backstory, but now that she appears in those photos, and she interacts with Neal, Idk anymore. Plus, it seems she gonna make her first appearance on episode 15, which by the spoilers and scene sequence is the one Neal goes with Emma, Rumple and Henry back to Storybrooke, right? What if she is his current girlfriend, or worse...His fiancée, and she wants to come with him?
If this bad feeling happens in the show, then it means the confirmation of one thing I've been trying to deny (just because I love Neal so much and I'm a hardcore Swan Thief fan):
He never loved Emma as much as she loved him. Why? Because in that said scene, it seems that August was on his way to Storybrooke and he was seeking help to Neal, but Emma's ex probably said something that made August go away without him, which means he wanted nothing to do with Emma or the curse. Even if he is Bae, if he had a chance to meet the love of his life again and help her break the curse, just so that they would resume their dream of building a life together, and if the man who told him to stay away from her himself was allowing him to do so, why would he deny? Is the fear of his father bigger than the love he supposedly feels/felt for Emma? Plus, he decided to move on with his life, with another woman, and forget about the curse, the love of his life (if she was) and the postcard. So, when he receives the postcard, what would he have thought? "Oh no, it's already too late, I can't go to Storybrooke and meet her/my father (if he's Bae). It is not worth, I don't wanna be a part of this insanity blah blah blah." So, when they meet each other in ep. 14, I have no idea of how is gonna be Neal's reaction, regardless of being Bae or not, will he regret being a coward (at least he acts like one)? Maybe the only thing that will drag him to Storybrooke is him finding out Henry's his son. And then, "Tamara" will want to go with him, and Emma, OMG, poor bb, I don't even wanna think of her feelings (because I can see that she stills loves Neal). And I'll sit in a corner, crying that my ship will sink, curse the writers and demand them to find Emma's true love, regardless of who the person is, and I'll go to this EmmaxHer True Love ship. :'(
Meh, honestly, I don't wanna this happen and I seriously hope to be wrong about it. I hate love polygon stories, it's too freaking annoying. I'm gonna trust the writers and the premise of true love. If two people really love each other, then they'll overcome all the obstacles and there will be no someone else, just the two of them, and it lasts forever. Well, at least in the show... :p
On the other hand, about my real life, I've just come back from a family reunion in a restaurant, and think of an awkward meeting, in which you have no affinity with anyone and yet you have to sit in the same table with them and have no subject to talk about, plus the fear that they'll meddle in what I do with my life with annoying questions. That's how it was today. And I couldn't wait to get the hell out of there.
So, that's all. I'm done with today. Hope tomorrow the new OUAT episode will enlighten my fangirl mood a little bit, because right now, I don't wanna even think about that weird idea. The only way of knowing is waiting and watching the upcoming episodes. I just hope that Emma and Neal are each other's true love, okay? I just want to believe that Neal still loves Emma as much as Emma still loves Neal, and that he will fight for her (and for their son).
