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Sometimes, I think...I should have done better, I should have tried harder. I should have studied more. I should have been flawless. And the point is...I don't know if I'll have another opportunity as much as I had last year. If I try it harder this year, will I make it? Do I have a guarantee?
If only I had a guarantee...I'd not hesitate on making my choice of doing another year of cram school. But the point is...No, there is no guarantee, and also, we can't be 100% flawless or a 100% perfect, because human being is made of flaws and imperfections.
So, in the end, I'm still in the dark, with no control over my life.
If only I had a guarantee...I'd not hesitate on making my choice of doing another year of cram school. But the point is...No, there is no guarantee, and also, we can't be 100% flawless or a 100% perfect, because human being is made of flaws and imperfections.
So, in the end, I'm still in the dark, with no control over my life.