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kokoronohanashi I'm trying to be cheerful, but why does this sadness remain? Why do I feel like my depression is coming back? Why can't I be motivated for anything, not even to study? I was supposed to be happy, wasn't I? I really was supposed to be motivated, as I finally gotten to go to Med School...But how could I, when the said MS sucks, when we lack teachers for some subjects and the ones for the subjects we have can't teach at all, when you have to use a hat in order not to be harassed by fucking sophomores, when you have to skip classes just to not to bump into these guys, when you had already started late and can't follow the classes?
