Some matters to solve...

[kokoronohanashi]

First of all, sorry, f-list, for disturbing you with my emo posts... That is what happens when you hide your feelings, and they accumulate so much that when you get things off your chest, they come all at once. lol I'm very sorry if I sounded rude or if I complained (and bitched) too much. Let's say that I'm not a sweet person, but it doesn't mean that I'm a bad-tempered person. Just a human being like everyone else, with their ups and downs. XD

After reflecting a bit more, I made a few decisions:

- Keep this journal

At least for now, I'll keep this account, because as I said in the last entry, there are more positive points than negative. And, if I organize my schedule well, it's possible to be a fangirl without affecting rl. ^^"

- A very small f-list cut (after months trying to have the courage lol)

If you can't see this entry, it is probably due to the fact that you either have an inactive journal, we rarely talk and/or we don't share the same interests anymore. If you think different and somehow want us to be friends again, please comment here or send me a PM and we can talk about it, okay? =]
To everyone else: if you find me a boring person and my entries annoying, think that we no longer have any interest in common, but didn't have the courage to say, this is the time to cut me from your list. I won't mind, really, there are no resents/hard feelings, because, honestly, I'm not that much keen on these stuffs of friending... I realised that online friendship =/= real life friendship, although I'm as shy here as in rl. Moreover, well...IDK how to explain, I want to give a new start to me and to this journal and be more friendly with people. *talks nonsense*

EDIT: Sorry, I think I expressed myself badly...Please, forgive me for being so rude again. *bows* Ignore everything I wrote...

So, that's what I wanted to say. Thanks for reading, by the way. =]
See you~ o/

Comments

[maangochan.livejournal.com]

...I survive? YAAAAAAAYYYYY \:D/
And yay for being human! Jsyk, I'm not at all bothered by your posts.........okay, a little bit, but only because I don't comment much and it's one of those things I have on my guilt list. I'll try to be a better lj friend :D

[asya-chan.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to see that you didn't cut me :)

I think it's OK to be the way you are. Nobody should try to act all nice and sweet with others just because it seems like others expect it.
And yeah, accumulation of negative feelings never helps. (probably that's why I write about different things, including negative ones, regularly, so as not to make them piled up)

Well, in my opinion, even just silently reading the friends' entries is fine. I mean, we don't friend only for commenting, right? :) I friend people because I find their entries interesting for myself, and 'cause I feel like getting to know the lives of other people.

Anyway. What I wanted to say is I think that it's fine to be a silent stalker(like you mentioned in your previous entry)! :D I hope you have and will have a fulfilling real life and awesome friends! ♥

[apple-o-rama.livejournal.com]

I probably should have gone on hiatus but I just...didn't, but I did read your journal entries :) and I find you interesting so hush your mouth! And tbh, I think you didn't need to edit this post because you were being honest and thats something I value very highly in a friend, whether it be online or in RL

And I'm glad you kept me either way ♥

[aznsao9.livejournal.com]

aww i hope everything is going well for you.
despite many things occurring or have been occurring.
anyways, happy birthday to you! don't know how old you'll be but i hope it's an amazing b-day. C: